Death Not Being The Way

by Angell

I held the knife so close to my heart. Like a foolish child I sat and I cried, Didn't realize what I had done, what I had tried. Tears mixed with blood, falling slowly to the ground. Covered in blood, pulled myself up, in tears scribed: "To those who don't care, to those who can't see, Never Give up always thrive to be free." Didn't know how many people would later cry. "Tried to be free, yet I see this isn't the way." Friend at the door, ran as fast as she could. Too weak to say I'm sorry, otherwise I would. In tears, looked at the blue sad day. When you come and see this pool of blood and me, This isn't the way my life was meant to be. =================================================== this poem i read from Netpoets it makes me realize that Suicidal is not the answer to our problems but it is an escape which leads burden to our love ones.

How I Went From Very Shy to Less Shy

After i graduated my high school in Liceo, I enrolled in IT at the same school until the end of the first semester. 2nd semester i was transfer in Xavier University and my very shy comes out because of the new enviroment, new people, new school... etc. i'm not use to transfer to other school it was my first time ever! and it was hard for me to adjust everything it takes me 1 year to adjust. . . Everytime I had a report i tried to ask my classmate to do it for me because im so shy i tried to overcome but its so hard T_T until i enrolled in English 17 (speech lesson) thank god my Very shy went to Less shy because of activities. . .

Introduction

hello,


I'm Jazz an ordinary person who keeps hiding herself from others. . . since I’m not a natural extrovert but im trying to be one. I think that this new blog will give me the opportunity to share another side of myself I think it would be really interesting for me to be able to express my thoughts and also get feedback from people who might want to give their comments. My other blogs is just like news type blog because I'm not a type of person that can easily share my thoughts although, i have a plurk account but its still hard to express. T_T

that's all for now. . .

-jazz